*sob* (sad post)

Okay, I don't know what my problem is today. I had this nightmare that Mojo was crying while I was in the garage and hubby was supposed to be watching him but hubby couldn't find the baby. I found him and he was fine, and then I woke up.

After I woke up, the face of some actress kept flashing in my head, so I looked her up on IMDB.com While on her page and another one trying to figure out what the heck is bugging me, why she's been in my brain, I ran across another actress ... who died when she was 10 years old and voiced my two favorite voices on kiddo's two favorite movies from when she was younger. I didn't know about it when she died because it happened TWENTY YEARS AGO (before I paid attention to such things) and I've been upset about it all morning. Granted, it was an abuse situation and her father killed the whole family and lit the house on fire before killing himself so it was dramatic, but ...

Hubby said it probably reminded me of my own sitch with my ex, and yes, it did. Made me grateful I am where I am today and not back where I was then. but I still can't figure out why it would make me bawl like a baby all morning. *sigh*